Catzmeow’s Weblog

this time i am sick again

each time when i get sick i get to learn something

this time it really hurts me deeply

there is once some people told me:

“you are a strong and tough girl who are able to  face all sorts of challenges in life bravely”

but

the one who really knows me will tell me this:

dont force yourself anymore … take it easy…..relax…you dont have to bear with everything by yourself…..show to everyone that u are tired and ignore everything

honestly,

i admit that i may look to be physically  and mentally tough

but my innerself is as fragile as glass

i would break to tears in seconds when i get to know the truth or when i am too tired

i cant tell to everyone that wat i am facing in my life

i want to be TOUGH!!!!

……….

meow:(